Cognitive Dissonance, Part 295

Another obnoxious third-person list in lieu of substantial text, commencing now:

1. Mind is so gone, Writer can only form mock-sentences, such as those appearing within list.  (Thank god list auto-generates itself, as yesterday Writer managed to number something in the following sequence: “18, 19, 21, 20.”) 
2. Taking several-week hiatus from text.  Writer needs fresh perspective/the ability to utilize words for revisions (and to stop flipping the hell out, which Writer is currently finding impossible).
3. “Oh look Writer is dealing with this so maturely!  Writer is not shutting herself off from the world!  Bravo Writer!” is news of the past. 
4. Wah wah wah all the way home.  When does Writer have to become a person again?  Soon?  Well, this is news to Writer.